Why has it taken me this long? I really don't know.
What has held me back?
- not enough motivation?
- minimal outside encouragement?
- couldn't commit to spending the money?
- couldn't make up my mind?
Perhaps "decorate it and they will come" actually won't happen? It will be me in a prettier room.
Perhaps when this is finally "done" I will have to figure out who I want to be when I "grow up?"